Something More - Secondhand Serenade

I lie awake again, my bodies feeling paralyzed
I can’t remember when
I didn’t live through this disguise
The words you said to me
They couldn’t set me free

I'm stuck here in this life i didn’t ask for
There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

The storm is rolling in
The thunders loud it hurts my ears

I'm paying for my sins
And its gonna rain for years and years

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out

I fooled everyone and now what will i become?
I have to start this over
I have to start this over

There must be something more,
Do we know what we’re fighting for?

Breathe in breathe out

And all these masks we wore
We never knew what we had in store

Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more
Breathe in breathe out
There must be something more

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I can't take getting dragged down into the negativity anymore. I can't take having to face the same exact issues over and over. I left for a reason and I want to move on. So let me. I don't need everyone else in my life adding their two cents in about what I am dealing with or trying to tell me that I am being lied to again. I know that is a distinct possibility and I don't need to be told how stupid I am.

I finally feel like I have found something more in my life.. something so much more than what I had before. There is no lying, no fighting, no negativity. Just constant love, patience, understanding, chemistry, and connection. I just really hope I don't screw it up because of my past, I really do.